12
Nov 21
new-aesthetic:

“3 days ago, Palestinian terrorists used a stadium to fire rockets to Tel Aviv & Jerusalem. We targeted site this morn.”
Twitter / IDFSpokesperson

new-aesthetic:

“3 days ago, Palestinian terrorists used a stadium to fire rockets to Tel Aviv & Jerusalem. We targeted site this morn.”

Twitter / IDFSpokesperson


Sep 26

butter

No apologies: I am going to call myself the fuck out.

It takes me months to write a piece.

It takes me just a few weeks to actually write a piece.

"its like butter, its like butter baby, not no parkay, not no margarine. its butter, baby."


Sep 26

how to become a perfect person

stop being so damn mean

achieve expert status

stay busy, don’t seek relaxation

have partners

stay optimistic…

…without being too coolly content

let the cycle of things you love work in the larger picture

rather than the obsessive smaller picture

outward inwardness

roll with the awkward

move through conflict like the ocean

don’t be semantic

priorities, priorities, priorities

don’t waste your time

don’t waste others’ time

hiphop not rap

earthiness, stay ethereal

burn like magnesium, not like wood

encourage

encourage yourself

jump off every ledge

don’t be prideful, don’t be modest

there are no polarities

love what you do

think but don’t swallow the world whole

remember its about going up

and just be damn perfect


Sep 19

explanations


Sep 14

Graphic Score Project

Music by Elaine Lillios

http://sonmarchive.com/index.php?option=com_muscol&view=song&id=1580&lang=en&Itemid=

(sorry, trying to get a recording from the internet, but I can’t find one…)


Aug 01

hopeful, but lonely evening. 


Jul 30
best view in frisco tonight. (:

best view in frisco tonight. (:


Jul 12
we want to burn brightly, run madly, spin wildly, be violently happy, violently sad, with love and happiness and anger and absolute sadness because that is what life can offer if we take it. 
but this just always seems impossible, when the people around us point away from the sky, and into the concrete and says “that is what you can have” gives you a dollar and says “this is what you can do” and hands you a red book and says “this is what you can believe”
I hate where I am in all of this. There is no one around me that is vibrantly in love with the darkness, no one vibrantly in love with love, vibrantly wanting to dance and make music and work and love and burn. But all I do know is that there are places on this world where people come together constantly to live in a way that I just can’t alone. I just hope I don’t miss too much while I work to get there.

we want to burn brightly, run madly, spin wildly, be violently happy, violently sad, with love and happiness and anger and absolute sadness because that is what life can offer if we take it. 

but this just always seems impossible, when the people around us point away from the sky, and into the concrete and says “that is what you can have” gives you a dollar and says “this is what you can do” and hands you a red book and says “this is what you can believe”

I hate where I am in all of this. There is no one around me that is vibrantly in love with the darkness, no one vibrantly in love with love, vibrantly wanting to dance and make music and work and love and burn. But all I do know is that there are places on this world where people come together constantly to live in a way that I just can’t alone. I just hope I don’t miss too much while I work to get there.


1
Jul 11

I don’t pray.

But, Esther forced asked me pray the other day at the restaurant (probably illegal). 

And so I was thinking about it.

Today I prayed this:

To whatever is or isn’t out there,

I want you to shut the fuck up, and I want your people to shut the fuck up, and I want you to watch me live life without you. I want to show you how life is supposed to be, and I want to be more than allowed to do that to the highest and fastest degree possible. Let me fail, let me ruin, let me be violent and evil, just watch me. I will get the life I deserve, and I will work to beat you, because I am alive. I will be around and find the other vibrants* I find and we will spin and live gloriously without you, in the darkest places, in the worst of times, in the most terrible way, as well as in the most beautiful places. I don’t care if you made me or made anything. I am alive for me. Watch carefully.


*more on this later.


1
Jul 10

grad school seems silly. I want to move to berlin.